Gangrened divine stigma de Avulsed

The divine revelation
in form of bleeding nail wounds
i'm marked with the sign - of god
New christ's reincarnation
or just hallucinations??
am i only a paranoid - or not??

two ever-bleeding stigmas - pierce my hands
although i was never crucified
i'm admired by christians like a saint
like a new worship me
Holy manifestations
it's turning into infection
purulence grows under - the gore
Intense suppuration
necrotic emanations
smell the real stench - of rot

two ever-bleeding stigmas - pierce my hands
although i was never crucified
i'm admired by christians like a saint
like a new worship me

the holy god's - revelation
it's turning in - putrefaction
Infected, putrid, rotting
Gangrened divine stigma
Gangrened sores spreading fast among my skin
my skin
rotten limbs should be avulsed off the trunk
off the trunk

two ever-bleeding stigmas - pierce my hands
although i was never crucified
i'm admired by christians like a saint
like a new worship me

the holy god's - revelation
it's turning in - putrefaction
Now i feel a demon inside me and says:
and says:
"take a knife and cut off your own arm right now
right now
mutilate yourself or rot forever,
do it now"
My faith is gone - i'm decaying
maimed and alone - and forsaken
covered with blood - a knife in my hand
a crude end - as bloody as ever