Autographs and apologies de Motion City Soundtrack

Outline of a story-board with no idea head first in the shallow end
i apologize if i do not care
busy hands keep swimming
they don't like swallowing to the abstract motor
"gotta make that motor hum gotta make it ;
Forward seems like forever
when "ever" is hand over hand over hand
the busy hands keeps swimming
gotta make that motor
"hum"
get it over and done
So much for autographs
so much for apologies
so much for promises i never intended to keep
How does it all add up?
how does the story end?
i can't let go i can't pretend very
i'm so friendly very
i'm so halloween
so this is what i wanted gotta keep
those channels clean and other sobering themes i'm drowning by numbers
my halo is bent
it's a fat fucking lie
and so the abstract motor gives in it says
"at least i tried"
at least i tried