Anesthia de Type O Negative

Like a flash i an endless night
life is trapped between two balck en s
'cause when you trust someone, illusion has begun
no way to prepare, impending despair
Did one say so cruel:"tis better to love than lose"
ignorance is bliss- wish not knew you kiss
so many times been burned, the lesson goes unlearned
remember desire only fules the fire- liar
Betwixed birth and death, every breath regret
i pity the living, envy for the dead
emetionally stunned , in defense, i'm numb
i'd rather not care than to be aware- be scared
I don't need love
Are a thousand tears worth a single smile?
when you give an inch, will they take a mile?
longing for the past but dreading hte future
if not being used, well then you're a loser and a user
World reknowed failure at both death and life
given nothingness, purgatory blight
to run and hide, a cowardly procedure
options exhausted, except for anesthia, anesthia
I don't feel anything